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Verses From Within

Ode To The Marvel Of Devouring Lust

My stripped heart
idles in passion's liquid fire
aching to brush hard
against your swelling breasts,
unto those vanilla scented
sacred, torrid jewels,
that outshine the stars and the harvest moon
in my fevered, translucent nights,
where, with my Devouring Lust,
I have captured every nightingale
to imprison all the love poesies
and let you only feel
the hunger of my vaulted lips,
how they tremble for freedom
to become a tyrant granite wave
and crash nakedly
into the inviting ivory shores
of your prismatic submission,
trying to quench
their unquenchable intimate thirst
again
and
again

Oh, let my stubborn hands become
the sweetest villain of your glazed dreams
who wonders lost, drunk on rejuvenation,
between
your fruitful folds of softness,
upon the beating meadows
of sensual hills and hidden valleys
of exhausted yearnings,
exploring the depth of the universe
while your soft
rose tinted limbs
scream out from your
twirling torso awash in sunrise
to call upon the storms of embrace

Come my sweet Beloved!
Leave the silent rain behind
the mutilated walls of exile.
Take me into your eclipse of seductive fusion,
where you unfold your sensual palms
to mold my unclaimed earth
into the contour of your nubile smile.
And, as I am reverberating
in your phosphorescent mind,
with the tip of your eyelashes,
while you reveal all my elliptical dreams
in carefree nakedness,
write your exposed name
upon the un-foretold promise
of my mortal heart's pulse

Slowly,
as your melting shadow arches over
the canopy of my offering
crimson visions seep
through the cosmic portals of your want,
dreaming transformations become
bite marks of resurrecting reality.
Paralyzed in a haze of presence,
you drink the streaming,
deep fantasies of sexual elixir
from my spreading lips.
And with your eyes closed,
you watch me as I burn
your trembling, pallid prayers
into falling, echoless
ashes of innocence
while your hips slowly swallow
my hidden breath
unleashing vapors of awaiting syllables
to fill the tired, tepid air
with the nostalgic nectar of our skin

There is no longer you
nor I
just
an embrace in Life's Movement
only
One Soul
that has become
a tormentor, a savior,
a prostitute, a virgin,
to die for
to be restored to life
from the seeds of

Love



I am, You are...


You are a blazing Soul-Dance
rising from within the Sun,
upon haven's rolling dome.
Every eyes gaze towards your
clusters of graceful light
that softly embraces
thorns and petals equally,
spreading true kindness
beyond our eyes
to warm the soul

and I am
a climbing Jasmine
trying to spread your arms wide open
to drink the light from your ruby lips
and dissolve within the hues of your
sacred embrace

You are Passion's Breathe
that feeds the flames of love's fire,
that burns in the altar of universe.
And when you move through
a broken flute, that
lies in the dust of oblivion,
its ruined body once again
breaks into a melodious instrument,
stirring the air with
blossoming notes of joy...

and I am
a Poet of immortal love
trying to harvest those winged songs
into the basket of my heart
from within I pour verses
upon the empty white pages
after pages


Now, that I exhaled the essence of your beauty
I must close my lips and eyes once again,
And let silence turn thoughts and feelings into teardrops,
until the waves of syllables erupt
and wash my soul ashore at your soul's coast...




A moment Of Surrender

Beneath the beckoning Sunless heaven
My soul-whispers slowly
fade into Night's charcoal symphony
Annuling all the songs
That have been sung before.
And,
In this
Abundant confession
It is only my lamenting sigh
That reverberates
Again and again

Oh alas! My Sweet Infidel!
Without you
I am just a gray,
Muted ocean of poetry
With neither depth nor shores
Roaring voiceless,
Foaming in pallid shades
Just trying
Not to die before death
Within this rimless cradle
Of infinite solitude,
Where I still
Dream of sweet Sunrises,
Thirsting for Love's intoxication
For the azure rain of your altar's
Sensuous flames,
For the effusing vapors of your crimson moon
To once again dissolve these
Glazed ripples of hidden sorrow
Into a immensely glittering
Waves of love verses
And repose my fractured soul
upon your gilded Smile,
For you still have all of me...

And,
As my intellectual being roots
Deep into the clay of creativity
To exhale one more silent syllable,
To try to heal these unbearable wounds
Of never fading farewells,
Of wasted sunsets,
I find myself paused,
Wondering
In a moment of surrender:

Although,
I have offered my very soul to embrace Love
Yet Love refused to embrace me...
Perhaps the Best thing in life was never meant to be...

Beneath the purple sheets of yesterdays
I feel how this breath becomes more
Obsolete by each passing heartbeat
And,
In this abundant emptiness
It is my lamenting cry

"Oh my Love
Where are you?
Oh but where
But where"

That hopelessly reverberates
Yet only the resonating echoes
Of my lucid past that are here to
Answer;

"Oh but where
But where"



Black in Black

Cloud-capped violins
dressed in ashen dreams
swaying, longing,
ever so gently fading
by the motionless hands
of yesterday's verdant gleams
for you have drifted away,
so, so faraway,
leaving only a Plutonian void behind
where crystal serpents of dismay grind,
silencing the lulling mazes of my life
with their foamy cascades of strife

amaranthine hopes
lit by years of a fruitless toll
quivering, shivering
still nestling
deep in the damp opaque eyelids
of this lonesome, ruptured soul.
naked prayers try to rise
up, up arise!
but the wings of my breath are clipped
unable to reach Heavens from their crypt
slowly being consumed without a reply
by the scratching echoes of goodbye

unclosing eyes
wedded to a lost precious Sight,
waiting, grieving,
endlessly weeping.
liquid sighs of ghostly memories
poring unto the brimming night
elevating my arms to reach out high
so, so high
but alas! my Beautiful Queen
you can no longer hear me
nor read me
nor heal me
for I have become a departing shadow
an oozing poet of the Cimmerian Meadow.
draped in black in a black light
orbiting in the ever-during night,
with my black whispers
and black tears,
around your imperious pearls,
that are reflecting
your garish smile,
flaxen curls...
my forever lost treasures,
oh, the never tasted pleasures...



My Verses Were Trying To Touch

My verses were trying to touch
what my arms could not reach.
but now,
the tainted pen is dragging on
falls, from zenith's high
into the dust of time
for it is no longer able to bleed
the liquid splendor of pain,
That oozes deep, beyond
the rhythm of this tired life.
everything slowly becoming
a shadow of the yesterdays
as the rose- fragrance of my lover,
by Spring's soft breathe
being blown away...

lying awake,
upon the forsaken bed of evaporated Love's sea
where I am trapped
in the prison of my own making,
afraid to meet the next dawn
as my grand naivety still
feeds upon the dreams and hopes
bathed in resplendent hues,
that are nestling in my soul.
cracks on the cell walls
have grown wide and long
letting me watch the twilight
as it crawls through
to become a reminder of your
vermeil lips, lulling voice
lustrous skin,
and once again,
behind these weeping gray circles
in between two paralyzed heartbeats,
finding myself remembering,
the past moments of delights
and all that could have been…

oh, Beautiful Queen!
I am without you,
grieving far, so far away
bound to Life's fading brilliance
that lingers upon the lips of Dullness
in a room of crystallized drips of emptiness
where the voices of hope forge with numbness.
maybe, it was just one too many
unspoken whispers,
one too many unseen teardrops
that left the two of us infidel,
to fall apart,
and become a lost piece
of Love's grant puzzle
leaving this bleeding Lover
forever incomplete…


Alone

Since Ill Omen haunted at the cradle of my existence
Destiny has shown its animosity with great persistence
Paths that were parallel have become less defined
Enamored dreams with reality have never entwined

Empty wells within my heart by tides of sorrow did overflow
Prayers of mercy that no one heard have slowly sunk below
Vibrant love-sighs died off into a long parting groan
And everything that ever was I embraced all alone

Deluded memories of this beginning still bleed through
As Tyrant Fate tainted my conciseness then waved adieu
Now hues of Heaven and Hell shine in my abstract days
Currents of the Unknown move me through an elaborate haze

But beneath the lacerated mask hides the truth that I must reveal
The longing of eyes and lips that these hands try to conceal
From the unconfined whispers swaying and playing in my chest
To the ringlets of fiery dreams that still keep me possessed

Gazing, past the fallow fields through the clusters of vacant arms
Above my awaiting cold vault around the long forgotten charms,
for I still strive to see just one sunburst of hope within Life's crowds
But my Only World has suffused its face with darkened clouds...

Revolving shadows of my demons were creations of my own
And now, everything I have ever loved, I embrace all alone

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